gosh.. cepatnye mase berlalu.. huwaaa.. cuak gile.. tahun ni bln 10.. dah umur 25.. aaaa x syoknye.. pape pun nk kene gak tgk what's happening in my 2010 life dlu..especially what i have achieved and NOT :

asalnye klau tgk balik list goals ni.. i have 5 goals tp by bln 10/2010.. dah revised balik.. smp jd 3 goals.. since something happened..

goals to divided to:

1. Study
2. Relationship
3. Money
4. Life

2010...

for STUDY.. ding dong..ding dong.. dh buat dh smp stage initial proposal for my master research dkt mmu tp due to keje (yeah right blame it on the workload ke?? hahah).. and my advisors pun split 2 tempat.. main advisor dkt mmu cj.. tp advisor yg memang comments and guided me in melake.. tambahan pulak keje.. workload dia ACCEPTABLE ..lagi2 la unifi kan product baru nk naik.. but the LONG HOURS tu.. yg x tahan.. so end up after survey between UM and UiTM .. UM agak strict sikit..cam x flexible utk org bekerje.. UiTM.. even thought it's a malay oriented university.. tp credential lecturers dia impressive gak :) .. ada termasuk dlm list is UPM.. tp x tau la kn.. dr awal x fancy.. cm my heart x nk gi situ.. plus factors.. i've got someone dh dkt UiTM.. hahah i mean.. ada sorg cousin dkt situ.. jadi pilih la situ.. 

GOAL: register master - DONE

.. relationship.. complicated sikit nk type part ni.. tepat 26/12/2010 .. i was being pushed to do the biggest decision in my life.. tunang ke x.. huwaaaaa..mase tu menangis x hingat dunia.. tangan menggeletar gile2.. still rase i'm not prepared yet nk melangkah utk kawin.. herm.. in the end.. mcm smue pun bukannye guide me but mcm tekan me.. expect ada la sorg insan ni.. arrgghhh.. dah la klau buat decision tu..i need to be rajin travel sana sini.. sebab jauh2 kn.. herm.. maybe weekdays i'm here.. weekend i'm there.. walaupun dia support everything.. i don't think i nk jump to that wagon.. so.. 5 days b4 new year.. this part in me.. kene gelek smp meletup.. another thing.. biase la kn.. bile kite dh nk berubah ke arah yg pttnye.. lepastu bile kite jujur.. kite bkn nk gaduh tp nk ngadu.. kadang2 pikir bagus gak ada ego dkt part tu..walaupun ada org ckp trlampau tinggi.. klau x..i will die if i let my emotion take over me.. i don't want to hilang my no. 1 + 3 + 4.. just because of no. 2.. hoping no. 2 will understand..

GOAL: maintain my relationship - MY HEART IS LETTING IT GO

money.. actually sgt la ok.. because.. i'm working now and xd pun pape liabilities ke apa.. just the one i've opt for - study.. which is memang terkejut dkt UiTM tuition fees dia murah.. tu pun skrg tgh aim nk ambik je YTM nye scholarship ke hahhaa.. punye la kemut x nk pkai duit sendiri :) ..been thinking of buying a house.. sebab skrg ni.. rumah yg ada smue jauh from tmpt keje pun.. that's why x stay situ.. tp ini hold dlu..until i'm fully understand pasal buying house.. cheeky weeky pun dh 5 years.. aiming nk bli Mitsubishi ASX.. tension gak pkai sedan car and compart car bile nk beli brg ke nk angkat2 barang ke (ni nmpk sgt pengalaman mase dkt mmu + masuk umah skrg).. nk bwk barang masalah btui.. tp ni pun pending.. coz.. nk pahamkn selok belok membeli brg2 ni.. balik pada money.. i've been thinking of stop working in TM.. yep.. mesti kene dush2 kutuk.. mak pun bebel .. ye la.. dah elok2 keje TM.. grad2.. sblm convo pun dh kene panggil.. ni nk keluar pulak.. why kn? sebab nk try masuk projects lain pulak.. have been in unifi.. now in absolute portal.. tp nk gi tempat yg leh leverage my knowledge .. 

GOAL: get my sanity back - CHANGED FROM UNIFI TO ABSOLUTE PORTAL

life.. the last goals.. i want to simplify my life.. rasenye dh menjadi sikit2.. byk bende dh di simple kn.. byk bende especially part emotional yg dah di switch off.. just kadang2 nk control supaya xemo and REACTIVE tu sgt la susah.. life ni sgt2 la broad.. tp what i have achieved:

• privatekn my twitter
• in progress closing my flickr
• ada 2 bestfriends boys hahaha
• ada 3 bestfriends pompuan.. ni pun lawak je haha
• have great bosses.. 
• hang out dgn mak byk2 kali
• stagnant kn any issues :)

selingan sikit hahah.. tau kn.. skrg syia gile 2pm.. suke gile 2 lagu ni.. lagi2 bile pikir part relationship..